Lack of Ambition

I really feel like I’ve been off my game the last few days.

The desire to post hasn’t been there like normal.

The desire to do my product reviews hasn’t been.

I’m trying folks, I’m trying.

I’ve been binge watching shows while simultaneously trying my hardest to keep my kids in line.

Hasn’t worked real well.

Last night was filled with giant messes, over and over.

Can’t even tell you how many times I picked to literally just turn around to face another mess.


This is what it looked like after I gave up cleaning for the seventh time that day.

Books, diapers, and toys everywhere.

And obviously my intention to blog was there, it just didn’t happen.

I told my kids that they were the reason the (routine) tornado sirens when off, cause they knew they were up to no good.

I’m trying to get back into things here.

Honestly, I’ve probably not put my laptop down since I got it, until the last couple of days.

Side note: I have an interview. It was supposed to be yesterday but got postponed due to an emergency (totally understandable), so now it’s today.

I’m not sure if maybe that is what’s throwing me off my game – the anticipation of this interview.

Could be because I’ve been out of work for over a year and my job prior was a work from home job, and I had my interview over the phone, so I literally never had to go into an office or come face-to-face with anyone that I worked with.

Odd, but I loved that job and I’m not sure what prompted me to quit other than I was struggling with extreme fatigue, nausea, etc… come to find out, I was pregnant!

Now the little nugget is five months old. 🙂

But, we’ll see if I can step it back up today.

So let me down my coffee, kill this interview, and get back at it!



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